verse 1:
lately ive been thinkin, thinkin strangely/
like what if i breakdown, get my belt, and just go n hang me/
would you care? nah you wouldn't...cuz you barely send a text/
you barely hit me up bout how im doin...im upset./
you just think that all i do is talk bad about you
people think the same, but lowkey im just sad about you/
everytime im round you say something that gets to me/
or vice versa, i honestly think we aint meant to be/
i understand you and your motives...how you were molded/
it's 'not your fault' i understand that...no need for scolding/
let me breathe, and i'll gladly do the same/
but you have this emotional trigger in me that just drives me insane/
and lately ive been thinkin...
chorus:
lately i've been thinkin x2
maaan lately i've been thinkin...been thinkin.
verse 2:
my tolerance to socialize drops at a rapid rate/
sometimes i hate my own fam which i aint glad to say/
on the edge of towers of the americas like come and push me/
this world got the best of me, never thought i'd be trolled by pussy/
i hope you got that, and you didnt take it the wrong way/
lately been thinkin of driving down passin signs that say 'wrong way'/
i hope i make it...cuz i just wanna see my nephew/
i find myself starin at my imperfections in the restroom/
for hours and hours...try to go outside but just come back in/
lay on my back, stare at the wall readin text that say 'what happened'/
well i feel my worth aint worth enough, like there's not much here for me/
gonan turn off my phone and maybe later you will hear from me, peace out./
repeat chorus.
yeah.
credits
released April 30, 2015
Vocals by LaJIT
Produced by LaJIT